I Fought With Love, and Love Won.
I fought with love. I rejected it, I was scared of it, I denied it, I was angry with it, I couldn’t even say the word.
I didn’t let love in to the depth of my being, I didn’t let its transformational fire burn up everything that was not love.
And then I fell into the deepest love I have ever known.
This love made me mad. It turned me into a poet. It destroyed everything that was no longer needed.
And this love took me to the darkest areas of my self and cast a light on them. It demanded all of me.
It said, ‘Burn in the fire, let love take everything and give up yourself.’
I walked willingly into that fire.
And then I embraced love, I welcomed it, I became it, and I didn’t stop talking about it.
It started as personal love, and then it just became love of everything.
I was a guy who couldn’t even say the word love. Now I speak of nothing else.
Kavi Jezzie Hockaday -Written 2003 when I fell into this woman. She is now my wife, muse and inspiration.
I adore her. This love is a blessing.